God has layed a huge message in my heart today about sexuality and my experiences with my boyfriend.. Sexual sin is a really hard thing to pray about when you're surrounded by it. It feels almost inescapable, like maybe he won't love me anymore if I don't do these things for him.. I learned that sexual sin isn't just sex. It's hinting at it, dressing inapropriately, talking dirty, hinting at sex with your actions. It's hard to know how to stop! I've had a very heavy heart tonight worrying about what to do with where I am but I know god has a plan for me and he will help me follow him however he can.  Praying for guidance and confidence in making a new promise to god about my sexual sin.